Q5. キャラクターの「視線・表情」で特に惹かれるのは？
>「不敵な笑顔」とか好きかも。感情を押し殺していたり、内面の葛藤とそれを見せまいとする外面とのギャップが激しいほど良い表情。
What kind of gaze or expression draws you in the most?
>I might say "a fearless, confident smirk" is my favorite. It becomes so much better when they are suppressing their emotions, or when there's a deep contrast between their inner conflict and outer appearance. #30Qs 2026.7.28
Q4. 見逃せないキャラクターの「ギャップ」といえば？
>「鉄壁のプライドで強がってるキャラが稀に見せる脆さ」とか「他者には冷酷で横暴だけど特定の相手にだけ見せる優しさ」のような極端なコントラストが激甘。
限りなく気位の高いツンとデレ…すらも見せられずに病む「ツンヤン」の振れ幅の深度がやばいカーデシア人に惹かれる原因がこれ🤤
Q4. What is your favorite character gap (contrast in personality)?
>Extreme contrasts are an absolute treat for me, like "the contrast between a character holding on tightly to their ironclad pride and a rare, momentary vulnerability" or "someone who is domineering and ruthless to others, but shows a gentle side only to a specific person".
This is exactly why I'm so drawn to Cardassians, who have such a sheer depth in their emotional swing, which I call 'tsun-yan'. Starting from extremely proud 'tsun', their pride is too immense to ever show 'dere', even causing them to sink directly into 'yan'(=unhinged, broken, obsessive).#30Qs 2026.7.27
ついにDSC観了、ShortTrekも観たぞ。今回のシリーズで一番好きな登場人物はレノ中佐かな…全シリーズの中で一番可愛い女子キャラじゃないのｗ
I finally finished watching DSC, and I also watched Short Trek episodes. My favorite character in this series is probably Commander Reno. So far she is the cutest female character in the entire series lol2026.7.26
Q3. 惹かれやすい「声」や「話し方」の特徴は？
>この声がすごく好き、という具体的なキャラが思い当たらない…声優もあまり知らないし。基本的には低音ボイスが好みだけど、個人の嗜好というよりも生物学的な傾向ではないかと。話し方では「知的な威圧感」のある口調に弱いくさい。
Q3. What kind of voice or speaking style gets your attention?
>I can't really think of a specific character, or voice actor as I don't follow them. I'm generally drawn to deep voices, but I feel like it's more of a biological trait than personal taste. For speaking style, I seem to have a soft spot for a tone of "intellectual intimidation".#30Qs 2026.7.26
ここ数日、給湯器が故障していて蛇口をひねってもお湯が出なかったり。幸い真夏なので水だけのシャワーでも問題なく入れるような気温だけど、風邪でも拗らせたら困るということで、大きめのバケツに水を張って日光にさらしておく作戦を敢行。日中はしれっと４０℃を超えるような気候なので、普通に水が加熱されて夜には熱々のお湯を浴びれたという話。
何が嬉しいって、100％太陽由来の熱エネルギーを楽しめるというところ。さらに日光温水を浴びてから丸一日、血行がいいのかずっと手足がポカポカしていて不思議。今なら太陽銃や太陽弾も撃てる気がする。これからも時々楽しもうかな太陽行水ｗ
The boiler was broken and I haven't been able to use hot water for the past few days. Fortunately, it's the middle of summer and the weather is hot enough to shower in cold water, but thinking that might be unhealthy, I tried to heat up some water by filling a large bucket and leaving it out in the sun. Since daytime temperatures exceed 105°F, the water heated up perfectly, allowing me to bathe comfortably in the night.
The best part is getting to enjoy thermal energy that comes 100% from the sun. What’s more, my hands and feet stayed warm all day long after soaking in the solar-heated water, which is strange, perhaps because my blood circulation is improved. I feel like I'm able to shoot the Solar Gun right about now. I think I'll keep enjoying this solar baths every now and then🫧2026.7.25
Q2. たまらないキャラクターの「パーツ・装備」は？
>「目の強いひと」が好きかな…視線とか目力とかの印象に惹かれるのだと思う。体のパーツや装備はうわべだけの要素だし、眼って内面を表してる感じがして良い。具体的な名前を挙げるとボクタイ・イモータルの赤い瞳とか、TNGのデータ少佐あたりがわかりやすい例。メガトロン様のオプティック・センサーにも当てはまるかな…。
Q2. What specific character parts, equipment, or accessories do you love?
>The intensity of their eyes... like a strong impression, I guess. Body parts and outfits are just surface-level details, but the eyes are where their true inner self shows, which makes them so captivating. If I were to give concrete names, the red eyes of Immortals from Boktai or Data from TNG are clear instances. Not sure if this logic applies to Megatron’s optics, though...#30Qs 2026.7.25
Q1. 一番グッとくる「人外・異形」のタイプは？
>いきなりこんな質問だもんなあw 実際ビジュアルや属性ではあまりなびかなくて設定重視。そうすると一口に吸血鬼とか異星人といっても世界観によって差があるし。つまるところキャラの「異質な感じ・雰囲気」が好きなのかも。それと品格の有無ね。
Q1. What type of non-human entity attracts you the most?
>That's quite a question to ask first🤣 I'm not really swayed by visuals or standard tropes, and for me, it's all about the character's background and details. Even vampires and aliens can differ depending on the world's setting. I suppose what truly draws me is the character's "otherness" or "unusual atmosphere". And also, having "dignity".#30Qs 2026.7.24
[Link & Gifts]のページに二次元の「癖（ヘキ）」がわかる30の質問テンプレをアップしました。コピペしてご自由にお使い下さい。作品設定やキャラの嗜好をディープに語れそうな美味しいお題に特化させたつもり。管理人の回答は一問ずつブログのネタにしてからプロフィールのページにまとめる予定。この手のアンケートって多くの回答が共有されるほど、クリエーターにとっても大いに参考になるし役立つと思う。
両言語に対応するためGeminiに手伝ってもらって生成した形になるけど、これまでも外部のお題メーカーは利用していたし、テンプレ自体は作品ではないので、サイトのAI利用の方針にも触れてないかなと…。
I added "30 Questions for Fandom Preferences" prompt list to [Link & Gifts] page. Please feel free to copy and use it however you like. It's a fun template for discussing your fiction setting and character preferences in depth. I plan to answer the questions one by one on here, and then compile them into my profile page. I think that with surveys like this, the more responses that are shared, the more helpful they become for creators.
I used Gemini to help generate the questions so it would be available in both language. But since I've used external prompt generators before, and the template itself isn't an creative work, so I believe it doesn't violates the site's No-AI generation policies...2026.7.24
エアコンが稼働してて室温29℃ってどうだろう。気温も高いし生活費も高いのに未だに仕事が見つからなくて窮地。不採用ならせめて今後の活躍を祈ってほしい🥹 Runawayの続きでも書いて現実逃避するかなあ…。
Why is the room temperature 84°F even though the cooler is running? The living expenses are getting higher too, but I still can't find a job which making me anxious. Am I really that unskilled? I need to escape reality by writing the next episode of Runaway🤤2026.7.22
今日は暑すぎて三度くらい意識がなくなって「Now loading」のリング出てた…昼寝とも呼べるのだけど。三度はやばい。
It was too hot today that I lost consciousness about three times and a "Now loading" ring popped up... I suppose that could also be called a nap though. Three times is pretty extreme still🫠2026.7.18
実はまだ16日だけどボクタイ23周年記念絵をアップしました。いつも時差のせいで乗り遅れてる感があるけど、海外だろうが宇宙だろうがおめでたいのに変わりはない🎉
I just uploaded the art for 23rd anniversary for Boktai. I always feel like I'm a bit late to the party because of the time difference, but I'm definitely celebrating🥳2026.7.16
この週末は庭の作業に追われて忙しかった…一番暑い時期なのに💦 そしてエピソード3が完結した［Runaway★Trek］は、欲しいクルーの乗船までしか考えていなかったので次の話の公開がいつになるかは未定。
I was busy with yard work this weekend... even though it's the hottest time of the year. And for [Runaway★Trek], which has just concluded Episode 3, I hadn't really planned beyond getting the crew I wanted on board, so I have no idea when I can upload the next story🚀2026.7.12
気晴らし（？）に書いてるスタトレのネタ小説、もう少しでエピソード3が完結しそう。ようやくメインの異星人×3が乗船して楽しくなりそうだけど、ペンタブを出して絵の方に手を出してみる余裕がない…。ほぼ一話三行とはいえ、英語・日本語の両文で意味を合わせるのが結構大変で、片方でしか成立しないネタがちらほらあったり。そうするとやっぱり表示言語は切り替え式ではなくロゼッタストーン式が合理的かな。
The episode 3 of the comedic StarTrek fanfic I'm writing as a distraction(?) is almost finished. The three alien crew members are finally on board and things are about to get exciting, but I don't have the time to get out my pen-tablet and try drawing something for the series... Even though each post is only about three lines long, it's difficult to make the meaning match between the English and Japanese texts, and there are a few jokes that only work in one language. That's why I think the Rosetta Stone style is much more rational than a language-switching display system.2026.7.9
七夕ということで短冊はないけどお願いはする：仕事が見つかりますように🥲 今は就活関係の問い合わせをしてるのだけど、なかなか返事が来なくて困ってるところ。
It's Tanabata, and here is the wish I'm making: may I find a job soon... I've been making inquiries regarding my job search, but the replies are slow, which is a hassle😅2026.7.7
アメリカ250歳だそうでおめでとう☆ 家で地味にヤキトリをして祝う予定。
It's 250th birthday of the US! I'll celebrate with yakitori instead of a BBQ★☆★ 2026.7.4
この頃は夕暮れの涼しい時間帯に家の周りの掃除をしたり。今日も木の下を掃いていたらボトっと音がして、見てみると親指よりもデカい青虫がスポーンしてた…まんまドゥネイルのラルバ過ぎて怖い。自分の上に降ってこなくてよかったけど、先日ニョロはお断りって書いたばかりなのに😨
Lately, I've been cleaning around my house during the cooler hours of the evening. Today, as I was sweeping under a tree, I heard a small thud, and when I looked, there was a caterpillar bigger than my thumb has spawned. It looked exactly like Duneyrr's larva and was so terrifying. I'm glad it didn't fall on me, but you know I just recently written a post saying no caterpillars allowed😂2026.7.2
[Sitemap]ページをちょっとだけ整頓、「おもいで」の項目は[Policy]ページに移動。サイトマップのリンクもなんとかしたいのだけど。
I tidied up [Sitemap] page a bit. Its "Memories" section has been moved to the [Policy] page. I'd also like to do something about the sitemap links.2026.7.1
追記：「はらぺこあおむし」と「ニャッキ」以外のニョロはお断りｗ
You know how I always want to buy the Very Hungry Caterpillar plushie every time I see it at Barnes & Noble? But I can't stand any other caterpillars except for him and Knyacki😂2026.6.27
《続き》ボクタイ（ゲーム）、TF（玩具・メディア展開）、スタトレ（ドラマ）と、作品の媒体にも一貫性がないジャンル群。自分は作品の形態や形式自体も作品の一部だと思っていて、初めてそこに気づいたのが幼稚園の時にエリック・カールの「はらぺこあおむし」の絵本を読んだ時。大胆な構図や鮮やかな色使いも好きだったけど、何よりもページに穴を開けるという表現の自由さにショックを受けて、小学生になってもしばらく文字の本を読まなかったくらい。余談ながら東京でエリック・カール展が開催中だそうで…行きたかったー🍎🍐🍓🍇🍊
《Cont.》 Boktai (game), Transformers (toy/media), and StarTrek (drama), are all genres that lack consistency in terms of the medium. I believe that the medium/format of a work is itself part of the work, and I first realized this when I read Eric Carle's picture book The Very Hungry Caterpillar in kindergarten. I loved its bold compositions and vivid colors, but more than anything, the freedom of expression in punching holes in the pages shocked me so much, that I didn't read chapter books for a while even after entering elementary school. On a side note, I heard there's an Eric Carle exhibition currently being held in Tokyo. I wish I could go~🐛2026.6.27
スタトレジャンルが加わって二次創作ギャラリーによろず屋感が出てきた。ボクタイとTFって一見何の脈絡もなさそうに見えるけど、実は作品の［コンセプト（物語・世界観）］＋［機能（物理的な仕組み・ギミック）］＋［主観的体験（没入感・プレイスタイル）］という各性質の相互作用で成立しているという点で共通してるのではないかと考えてる。その相依性が作品の完成度を高めていて、だからこそ楽しめる作品特有の魅力が限りなく好き。ちなみにこの相乗効果的な現れを「創発」と呼ぶらしい。今はこの枠にどうスタトレが入るのか考えているところ。
The addition of StarTrek genre has made my fanart gallery more complex. Boktai and Transformers might seem to have nothing in common, but they actually share a foundation built on the interaction of these elements: [Concept (narrative/story)], [Function (physical gimmick)], and [Subjective Experience (immersion/playstyle)]. This interdependence enhances the work's overall quality, and that's why I absolutely love the unique appeal of each piece. Incidentally, this synergistic manifestation can be called "emergence". Now I'm trying to figure out how StarTrek fits into this theory...🤔2026.6.27
［Runaway★Trek］の二話が完結したので二次創作ギャラリーにスタトレ項目を追加。ついでに各ギャラリーのもくじリンクのあたりも整頓しました。一話三行のネタということで気軽に続けられてるけど、本当はキャラ絵とかも描いてみたい…今はそこまで余裕がない。ところで実写ドラマの二次創作の場合はナマモノではなくて半ナマ扱いになるのか…？
The second episode of [Runaway★Trek] is finished so I added the StarTrek section on the fanart gallery. Also I tidied up the contents links on each gallery pages. I'm able to keep it up easily since it's three-line-per-post comedic story, but I'd actually like to draw them too... but I just don't have the time now😖 btw, I have rarely drawn or shared fanart based on live-action stuff.2026.6.24
絵は間に合ってよかった。そしてキリバン回ったようなので次は6000かな。謎ジャンルも行き詰ってるし、仕事は見つからないし、引越したくないので引き伸ばしてる作業もそろそろ限界だ…大変な夏になりそう
I'm glad the drawing was finished in time. The kiriban has passed so I'm setting the next one to 6000. I'm making no progress on the mystery stuff, I can’t find a job, and I've put off moving for so long that I'm reaching the limit... looks like it's going to be a rough summer😵💫2026.6.22
ちょっと間に合うか分からないぞ…💦
I'm not sure if I'll be able to color this in time...😅2026.6.20
スタトレPICシーズン３観了（←新語らしいけど通じるので使う）。去年のユニバのイベントでブリッジのセットを歩いたのを思い出してしみじみ。艦長の制服の隣にジャック君の某グ衣装も展示してあったなぁ。DS9同窓会も観たいけど、お歳を召したﾍﾞｲｼﾞｮｰ人は見たくないなあ…でも初老のｶｰﾃﾞｼｱ人は見たいかも...？
そしてついでにSHORTのトリブル回も観ちゃった…何だあれｗ
Just finished watching PIC Season 3. It brought back memories of walking on the Bridge set at last year's Universal Studios event. I remember they had Jack's costume on display right next to the captain's uniform. I want to watch DS9 reunion too, but I don't want to see older Bajorans... but I might want to see middle-aged Cardassians😳
I also watched Short Trek's Tribble episode... WTH is that🤣2026.6.19
またまた新しいサーチエンジン×３に登録してみました。ついでにこのブログのヘッダーのあたりも整頓、すっきり。
I registered this site with some more personal website search sites. Also I tidied up the navi and status section above. Neat✨2026.6.18
ページ裏のデータの兼ね合いで連載中（？）の［Runaway★Trek］に設定集のページができました。裏ブログで吐き散らしたニッチな嗜好内容が順番に転送されてきてるだけだと指摘されても否定はしないけどｗ
Due to data management considerations on the back of the pages, a hub page for the ongoing(?) [Runaway★Trek] series has been created. I won't deny it if someone points out that this is just a series of posts transporting the niche interests I mentioned on my hidden blog though😘2026.6.17
人を楽しませる仕事をするのが目標で、エンタメ系の分野で役立ちそうなCGやアートを専攻してきた学生時代。わりとゲームも好きな自分がゲーム業界を志さなかったのは、ハードを持っている人しかソフトを遊べないという不公平感が嫌いだったから。
貧乏な家の子はゲームで遊べない、は当然あるし、家のテレビに家庭用ゲーム機が繋がっているからといって、その家の家族なら誰でも遊べる、という保証もないし、ゲーム環境には恵まれていてもやりこむ時間がない人もいるし。どんなに面白いゲームを作っても、本当に遊んでほしい人には届かないのではと思うと切ない。
そんな訳で、環境的にエンタメ系の仕事にはとても就けそうにない今でも、最低限ネットさえあれば誰でもアクセスできる当サイトを運営しています。楽しんでいただけていたら幸いです（長い紹介文）。
My goal was to work in a job that entertains people, so during my student days, I majored in CGI and Fine Art, which I thought would be useful in the entertainment field. While I love games myself, I never aspired to join the game industry, because I disliked the inherent unfairness of software being playable only by those who own the specific hardware.
It's true that kids from poor families may not be able to play video games, and just because a home video game console is connected to the TV doesn't guarantee that everyone in the family can play. Or while others are well-equipped for gaming but lack the time. It is disheartening to think that no matter how entertaining a game I create, it might not reach the people who truly want to play it.
That is why, now that a career in the entertainment industry seems out of reach due to my circumstances, I run this website, which anyone can access as long as they have internet access. So I hope you enjoy it. (And this was a long introduction to this site😉)2026.6.13
登録できそうな個人サイトの検索サイトをさらに検索中。すでに登録しているサーチエンジンの他のサイトを覗いてみたり。紹介文には「〇〇連載中！」とか書いてあるのに、サイトに行くと「SNSで連載中」とだけあって読めないのは詐欺ではないのか…？
Searing for more personal website search sites I might be able to register this site. Also I'm checking out other sites listed in the search engines I already registered. Isn't it a scam when a site's description says something like "XXX is ongoing!", but when you actually visit that site, it just says "publishing on my socials" and you can't read anything there...?🤔2026.6.12
作品ページのコメントボタン（💬）から掲示板に移動すると、入力フォームに作品タイトルが自動で入力されるようになりました。必須じゃないけど便利かな。
When you click the comment button (💬) on the artwork page to go to Guestbook, the artwork title will be automatically filled into the input form now. It's not a required field but maybe convenient.2026.6.9
［創作ブログサーチ］という検索サイトに登録したのに、このブログのようなものではあまり創作の話しないよな…ということで、多忙で絵も描けないし、たまには書く方の創作の話でも。自分が小説として書く文章は、どちらかというとドライというか硬派な文体に分類できるらしい。どうしてこうなったのかというと、海外SFの翻訳本と菊地秀行ばかり読んでいたから。
それならハードボイルド的な文体を目指しているのかといえばそうでもなくて、ゆで卵で例えるならここに「半熟ボイルド」を提唱したい。つまり殻の鋭さはあって、白身も硬くて冷めていたり生ぬるかったりするけど、でも黄身は熱々ドロドロ、というバランスが理想の文章。
それから極端な設定や展開が好きで、読者を持ち上げて突き落とすような刺激を盛り込みたい。でも登場人物や設定ありきの物語は書きたくないという意地があるので、「これが魅力です」とか「ここで感動してね」というような説明は容赦なく削いで、盛らない・飾らない文章を心がけてます。
I registered this site with a personal website/blog search site a few days ago, but I don't really talk about creative stuff that much on here. So since I'm too busy to draw recently, I'd talk about writing-type creative activities.
Although my fiction is written in Japanese, it is often written in a style that resembles a Japanese translation of an English novel, a style that tends to be categorized in Japan as hard-boiled or lean. That's because I enjoy reading translated works of foreign science fiction and Hideyuki Kikuchi's books.
That said, I'm not aiming for a hard-boiled style. If I were to use a boiled egg as an analogy, my ideal is the soft-boiled approach. In other words, I strive for a balance where the shell retains a distinct sharpness, and the white is firm and cool, yet the yolk remains piping hot and deliciously runny
And I have a taste for the extreme. I want to bring in settings and plots that lift readers to the highest heights, only to drop them into the depths—that kind of raw thrill. However, I have a stubborn rule not to rely on just characters or settings. I ruthlessly cut out any explanations that try to say 'this is the appeal' or 'feel sad here,' trying to keep my writing plain and unadorned.2026.6.6
引越し先の部屋のリペイント、二度目の塗りほぼ終了。前よりも薄い色で落ち着いた。なぜか飼い猫のヒゲも一部ピンク色になってる…？
I'm almost done with the second coat of paint in my new room. The color became more lighter and quiet. But why my house cat's whiskers getting pink too...?😹2026.6.4
追記：こちらのIPアドレスを更新したらようやく接続できた…自分のサーバーに制限されてたのか…。今日は某理由のせいか国中のネットサーバーの動向がおかしいのでは、とか勘ぐっちゃうよね。このサイト関係ないw
Update: I finally managed to connect after refreshing my IP address... was I being blocked by my own server? Or perhaps, servers across the entire country have been behaving strangely today for some reason...? My personal site has nothing to do with it😂2026.6.2
先月に続き、また新しい創作・同人関係のサーチエンジンに登録してみました。相互リンクのバナーは［Link］のページにお引越し。で、サイト自体を更新しようとしたところ、TFPソフトが接続不能でファイルを転送できないトラブル絶賛発生中。ブラウザからサーバーにアクセスして事なきを得ているけど、どこに問題があるのかか突き止めるまで一手間かかるりそう。サーバー障害なのかソフト自体の問題なのか…？
I've registered this site with two more new search engines dedicated to personal/dojin sites, and the web buttons for those sites have been moved to the [Link] page. Then I tried to update this site, but I encountered a problem where the TFP software was unable to connect, preventing me from transferring files. I'm able to access the server via my internet browser, but it looks like it's going to take some time to figure out where the problem lies. Is it a server maintenance issue or an outage? Or is the problem with the software itself...?🤔2026.6.2
スタトレは順調にPICシーズン２へ。TNG同窓会かと思ってたけどそうでもなかった。シーズン１観てたらブレランの曲が頭から離れなくて困ったり。
I've started watching PIC Season 2. I thought PIC series was going to be a TNG reunion but it's not actually. While I was watching Season 1, the Blade Runner music just wouldn't get out of my head...dear🥲2026.6.1
四月馬鹿として書き始めたネタ的スタトレ二次創作［Runaway★Trek］が無駄に二ヵ月も費やしてついに完結、そして性懲りもなく第２話開始。裏ブログでは既出だけど、あと二人ばかり拾いたい異星人クルーがいるんだもんー。
A StarTrek fanfic-ish [Runaway★Trek] I originally started as an April Fool's joke has finally reached it's conclusion after two months, and I've now started the second episode. As I've mentioned on my hidden blog, there are two more alien crew members I'd like to pick up~😙2026.5.31
就活は今週も面接のお知らせなし🥲 というわけで引越し先の部屋の壁の二度塗りを開始。今度はもう少し白に近い落ち着いた色
I haven't received any job interview invitations from anywhere I've applied. So I started the second coat of paint on my new room today. It's a lighter color than the first paint and looks okay so far2026.5.29
視聴中のスタトレDSCはついに新章突入…と思いきや、海外仕様のDVDボックスにはシーズン３だけ日本語が全く入ってないことが判明。日本から届くまで急遽PICを観始めることに。安定のﾋﾟｶｰﾄﾞとなぜか不安になるﾃﾞｰﾀご高齢。
I've reached a new chapter in StarTrek Discovery... but just found out that the international Blu-ray box set lacks any Japanese audio/subtitle for season 3. So until the copy arrives from Japan, we've decided to start watching Picard series first. Picard is always Picard no matter how old he gets, but Data...🥹2026.5.22
絶賛就活中で忙しいけど仕事はない。リモートの求人も減ってるようだし。そろそろ自分のスキル関係の仕事がしたいのだけど、田舎すぎて通勤範囲内に就職口がないし、普通に英語話せないのが辛い🥲
I'm busy with job hunting, but there are no jobs because I live in such a rural area. It seems like remote work opportunities are drying up, too. But the most problem is that I'm good on writing but so bad at speaking English for some reason.2026.5.17
引越し先の部屋のリペイント、一度目の塗り終了…濃すぎたー汗 反対色の上に塗ったせいか狭い部屋なのに一缶使い切ってしまったので、二度目の塗り用にはもう少し薄い色を調合してもらおうと思ってる。
I've finished the first coat of paint on my new room... was way dark😂 Since I had to paint over an opposite color, I used up an entire can even it's a small room, so I'm going to get a lighter shade for the second coat. 2026.5.11
一次創作のギャラリーに貼っていた検索エンジンのリンクバナー、アクセス不可になってしまったようなのでいくつか外しました。そして新たに[COMPASS LINK]という同人サイトサーチに登録、さっそくサイトの紹介文で誤字をやらかして新着から更新のページに移ってしまった…🥲
I've removed several search engine site banners from my [Original] gallery, since they are inaccessible now. But I've just registered with a new doujin site search engine called [COMPASS LINK]. We must preserve this kind of online doujin culture.2026.5.9
引越し先の部屋の壁やドアの部分補修とマスキングまで大体終わったところ。ペンキ買ったからすぐに塗り始められるって訳じゃないんだなあ…。先日見始めたDSCは早くもシーズンエンド、ようやく出会えた今作のｱﾝﾄﾞﾘｱ人はなんだか物理的に固そうな感じ。やわらかアンテナー😂
I've just about finished the small repairs and masking on the walls and doors of the room I'm moving into. I knew that buying paint didn't mean I could start painting right away though... The first season of DSC I started watching recently is drawing to a close soon. The Andrians I finally got to meet in this series somewhat look rigid? Where's their suppleness of the antennae ENT era?? 2026.5.3
作ったり修繕するものが溜まって来たので、週末は久しぶりにミシンを出しきて裁縫🪡 猫がほぐして穴をあけちゃったコットン100％のブランケットを縫い縮めてクッションカバーにしてみたり。そしてついに新しい部屋用のペンキを調合してもらった……塗ってみるまで色が気に入るかわからないドキドキ感。この色→
Since I had some things to make and repair, I took out the sewing machine and did some sewing this weekend. I made a cushion cover out of a cotton blanket that the cat had torn a hole in😹 And finally I got the paint for my new room. That thrill of not knowing whether I'll actually like the color until I start painting it...
Their paint has digital color code so this is the exact color→2026.4.27
DSC第5話まで視聴。クリンゴン語の台詞が多くて一緒に観てる人が字幕を英語から日本語にしてしまって不便。ストーリーはまあいいとして、今のところ気になる要素が艦長の机の上のトリブルしかない💧 ｶｰﾃﾞｼｱ人とかｽﾞｨﾝﾃﾞｨ爬虫類族みたいな可愛い異星人出てきてー！
I've watched up to episode 5 of DSC. There's a lot of Klingon dialogue and the person I'm watching with has switched the subtitles to Japanese, which is inconvenient to learn the terms and names in English. The story is getting okay, but the only thing that catches my attention is the Tribble on the captain's desk... Why aren't there any cute aliens like Cardassians or Xindi-Reps?😭2026.4.24
ついにスタトレDSC視聴開始、とりあえず第2話まで。見映えはするけど中身は雑かな、というのが第一印象。ただ酷評されたらしいｸﾘﾝｺﾞﾝ人のビジュアルはさほど気にならなかった…ｸﾘﾝｺﾞﾝ語が綺麗だったからｗ
I've started watching StarTrek DSC, I've made it through episode 2 so far. My first impression is that while it looks gorgeous on the surface, the substance feels a bit sloppy. But the Klingon designs, which apparently drew a lot of harsh criticism, didn't really bother me... because their language sounded so elegant🥹2026.4.20
部屋の引越しは来週あたり壁用のペンキを買いに行かされるっぽい。くすんだ淡いピンク系かな。一部修理も必要そうだし、家具が全部入らなそうでやばい。
It looks like I'll be sent to buy paint for the walls sometime next week for my room move. Muted light pink maybe Some repairs seem to be needed as well, and it looks like all the furniture won't fit, which is a problem🛏2026.4.19
ネタ的スタトレ二次創作［Runaway★Trek］のページが、ついにブログからだけアクセスできるようになりました。上のステータスバーの視聴中のリンクね。Geminiに手伝ってもらって英訳も載せているのだけど、地球人＝人間（ヒューマン）って訳すのには抵抗が。異星人でも〇〇人って呼び得るなら人の間なわけで。
My stupid StarTrek fanfic-ish [Runaway★Trek] is finally accessible only via this blog, from "watching" section in the status bar above. I've included an English translation with a little help from Gemini, though I still haven't quite gotten used to translating "people of Earth" as "Human".
In Japanese, designations follow the "place name + person/people/human letter (人)" naming convention (like American = アメリカ人, Vulcan = バルカン人, and Andorian = アンドリア人). This allows us to express that these beings are not merely "people" in the sense of being physically humanoid in form, but are also "human" in the sense of possessing a fundamentally humanoid nature.
As you can see, the shape of the character for person/human "人" represents a standing human being. It can also be viewed as a species of independent individuals, including the cultural aspects that accompany it. Interestingly, this "人" letter is not attached to the designation for the Borg. Anyway, that's why I feel it's unfair to call only people of Earth origin "humans" in the world of StarTrek. I'm still not sure if the Terran or Earthling are sound fair though.
大<big hug! 2026.4.15
家人が引越す関係で10年以上も使っていた自室から追い出されることになって悲しい😢
Due to a family member moving, I'm being kicked out of my room I've lived in for over ten years. So sad😭2026.4.13
アルテミスⅡの帰還もストリーミングで視聴、さすがにソニックブームはここまで届かなかったけど、無事に帰ってこれたようで良かった。昨日はついにENTを観終わったり…最終話は実質TNG。アンドリア人とズィンディ爬虫類族もっと見たかったー。DSCを観るのは少し先になりそう。
I watched the return of Artemis II on streaming. I couldn't hear the sonic boom here, but glad they returned to Earth safely🌎 I watched the final episode of ENT yesterday (was actually TNG though). I wanted to see more Andorians and Xindi-Reptilians! I'll probably have to wait a while before watching DSC.2026.4.10
踏み報告はいただいていませんが、キリバン過ぎたようなので次は5555に設定します。小さな個人サイトなのでカウンターが回るだけでも大変ありがたいです🙏
The kiriban has passed but no one claimed. I'm setting the next one to 5555. I'm so happy to see the counter moving🙏2026.4.9
隠しページで四月馬鹿をきっかけに始まったネタが連載みたいになってきて、専用ページを作って表に載せようか悩んでる。このサイトではまだコスプレ以外のスタトレ二次創作は扱ったことがないし。TFジャンルにはノリでいつの間にか入っちゃってたけど、大きいジャンルに手を出すのってなかなか勇気がいるのよね（←小心者）
What started as a little April Fools' joke, a sort of fanfic I posted on a hidden page, has somehow evolved into a series-ish. So I'm wondering whether I should create a dedicated page and post them in the fanart gallery. This site hasn't featured any StarTrek stuff other than cosplay yet. I'd somehow gotten into the TF genre before, but it takes a lot of courage to venture into such a huge frontier😳2026.4.6
あれ、いつの間にか新しい絵文字が搭載されてる…ということでサイトのNotoフォントも更新。相変わらず謎のチョイス。宝箱は素敵だけど喧嘩の雲ってｗ
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It seems new emoji have been added. So I've updated the site's Noto font as well. Still some weird choices as usual. The treasure chest is nice but a fight cloud?😂2026.4.2
アルテミスⅡの打ち上げはストリーミングで視聴、無事に出発できたようで良かった🚀 今日見たENTのエピソードは久しぶりにアンドリア人が登場したので今夜はDaftPunk聴いてる（←四月馬鹿のつもり）。[Around the World]のPVをENTの異星人勢が踊ってるイメージｗ
I watched the Artemis II launch on YouTube livestream. Glad to see it took off safely🚀 The ENT episode I watched today featured the Andorians, so I'm listening to DaftPunk tonight (and can I count this as an April Fools' joke?). Imagine the aliens from ENT dancing to the "Around the World" music video🤣2026.4.1
余裕がなくて今年の四月馬鹿には何も仕込めませんでした…残念。ちなみに隠しページの裏ブログではスタトレネタ全開中です🖖
I've been a little busy lately and I couldn't prepare anything for April fools' day... sorry. Though my secret blog on the hidden page is currently full of StarTrek topics, if that helps at all🥹2026.4.1
サイトメンテが済んだので春の庭仕事を少々。日中の気温がすでに初夏並なので夕方頃にシャベルで庭の一部を整地…慣れない作業でさっそく指に水ぶくれができたので今日はお休み。ちなみに中部出身なのでスコップもシャベルも同義語かな…使ってるのはデカい方
The site maintenance is done, so I'm doing some spring yard work. Though I'm just working in the evening time since daytime temperatures are already like early summer. I'm trying to clearing part of the yard with a shovel, but since I'm not used to this kind of work, I've already gotten blisters on my hands. So I'm taking the rest today... I guess I'm better suited for a computer keyboard😅2026.3.24
さっそく読んでみたVHD第44巻、行き当たりばったりな展開はまあいいとして、何よりもめずらしく明るめのエンディングで拍子抜け。長年の戦いについに希望が垣間見えたような。そしてあとがきによると天野画伯の挿絵の収録は今回が最後だそうで寂しい。
I read the volume 44 book of VHD last night, has not the 'dark' ending as usual which surprised me. It's like a glimmer of hope has finally appeared after looong years of their conflict. And according to the Kikuchi's afterward, this is the last volume that includes ink illustration page(s) drawn by the artist Amano. He will keep drawing the cover art though this is a bit sad. 2026.3.21
春分の候🌸 この度のおてんこ・ぬいぐるみ関係コンテンツの更新をもってお祝いとさせていただきます。そしてサイトも三周年ということでめでたいめでたい🎊 さっきｸﾞｰｸﾞﾙ先生に聞いたところでは、ネットの世界には三ヵ月坊主が多くて、個人サイトやブログの平均寿命は二～三年、三年以上続くサイトは一割程度とのデータもあるそうなので、今日まで維持できた事についてはドヤっとしてもいいかな、という感じ。
Happy Spring Equinox🌸 I didn't draw spring art this time, though I'd like to celebrate it by updating Otenko plushie stuffs and the site itself🎉 I just looked it up on Google, and apparently, there are a lot of people who give up their personal website/blog just after three months, and the average lifespan of website is said to be only two to three years. There's even data suggesting that only about 10% of sites last more then three years. So I think I can proud of this day😊2026.3.20
一月から買いそびれていたDの新刊を日本からお取り寄せ。文庫本自体は900円くらいなのだけど、送料やら手数料やら税が加算されて4400円に…辺境住まいの貧乏には辛い💧 でも楽しみにしていたから、サイトのメンテが一段落したら春分のお祝いに読もうかな。一ヵ月サボってた謎ジャンルにもそろそろ決着をつけたいし。
I finally bought the latest volume of VHD novel from Japan, was published back in January. The bunko book itself costs only about $6 but with shipping, handling fee, and taxes, I had to pay $28 in total... I think that's too much🥲 Though I was looking forward to it, so I'll read it to celebrate the spring equinox after all the site maintenance has done. I also want to get back to working on that mysterious genre I've been slacking off on for the past month. 2026.3.19
今日はコーンビーフと山ほどの野菜を煮込んだ☘ そしてサイトメンテを続行。作品ページ下部のリンクからギャラリーに戻ってくると、観覧中のジャンルが折りたたまれちゃってる問題をたぶん解消。そういえば二次創作の作品ページ、OG画像は一部兼用なので（日本語・英語版とか）、実際は121ページありました…一応訂正しておく😅
I stewed corned beef with lots of vegetables today☘ And continued working on site maintenance. I believe I've resolved the issue where the currently viewed genre would collapse when returning to the gallery from the links at the bottom of artwork page. By the way, since some of the fanart shard the same OG image (like EN/JP versions), there are actually 121 fanart pages on this site so far... just to provide that correction😅2026.3.17
ほぼ一日かかってページ上の作業は概ね終了。ついに各作品の「リンクをコピー」ボタンがページ内のアンカーリンクに対応。全部押してデバッグする気力は残ってない…⛓💥
It took nearly the entire day, but I've mostly finished working on the gallery pages. The copy-link buttons for each artwork finally correspond to the anchor links within the page. But I don't have the enegy left to click on all of them to debug...🙄2026.3.16
あああやっぱり今日中に終わらなかった…明日続行するから作品ページのタイトルの体裁が変なのは気にしないでねｗ💦
Oh no I couldn't finish it today. I'll continue working on site maintenance tomorrow, so don't mind if the titles on the artwork pages look a little odd😳2026.3.15
サイトメンテ続行中…表から見ても何も変化がないけど。SNSにURLを貼った時に（運がいいと）サムネとして表示されるOG画像を制作したり。ファンアートのサムネは全部で115枚あったので、どうやら作品ページも115あるらしい。リンクボタンも作品ごとの＃アンカーまでコピーしてくれるように改修中です。
Continuing site maintenance. There aren't many visible changes to the pages though. I created the OG images that appear as thumbnails when someone post a URL on social media. There were 115 thumbnails, which means there are 115 pages in the fanart gallery as well... wow😲 I'm also updating the link button function so that it copies the URL with #anchor for each artwork. 2026.3.15
サイトの三周年を前におてんこぬいぐるみ関連のファイルを更新中。三年前よりもオンラインの翻訳ツールが賢くなったので英語を直したり。待望（？）の日本語バージョンの作り方説明書もアップ予定です。
I'm updating the files related to Otenko plushies ahead of the site's third anniversary. The online translation tool has gotten smarter since three years ago, so I've corrected the English and also preparing for the Japanese version of the instructions too. It's never too late👍2026.3.5
屋外が夏みたいな気温でやばい。まだ春先の庭の手入れが終わってないのに💧 プレッツェルで食べる手作りワカモレにハマっていて、いつもは「|」を買っていたけどこの頃は「め」を買ってる。何型って呼ぶんだ…？
The outside temperature is like summer today. I haven't finished yard/garden works for the spring yet💧 I'm obsessed with homemade guacamole with pretzels recently. I used to buy the 'l' shape pretzels, but lately I've been choosing the め-shaped, which I do not know the name but cute. Think if there is ぬ-shaped😉 2026.2.28
来月でこのサイトも三周年、ということで[Sitemap]の情報を更新しました。以前にブログでは明かしていた隠しページへのコードも公開。去年の暮れ頃から勉強していたJavaScriptのページもあるけど、他所の環境でもちゃんと機能するかは不明。動かなかったらごめん😶🌫
Next month will be the third anniversary of this site, so I've updated some info on the [Sitemap] page. I've also published some codes to the hidden page that I previously revealed on my blog. There is a page with JavaScript programs that I've been studying lately, but I'm not sure if it works properly on other devices😑 2026.2.26
昨夜はストーブを焚いてたのに今日は暖かい風が吹いてるぞ…ついに春かな🌷
Last night I was using the heater but today a warm breeze is blowing.. spring has arrived I guess🌼2026.2.24
外は寒いし来月にはサイトも三周年だし、なんだかんだでメンテを続行中。作品の取り扱いについての項をスッキリさせたら［Sitemap］が長くなってしまったので、新しく［Policy & Rules］ページを作って内容を分割しました。画像だけウェブの世界を一人歩きしてもらっても困るし、その辺りは著作権を明示したり利用規定を設けたりと、管理人らしく管理しないといけないなと。
It's cold outside and this site will soon be three years old, so I'm continuing site maintenance. After revising the usage rules for my artworks, the [Sitemap] page became too long, so I created a new [Policy & Rules] page and divided the content. As an administrator and an artist, I believe it's my responsibility to manage the copyright and usage rules for my own artworks.2026.2.19
バレンタイン絵をアップしてコーヒーブラウニーを焼いたり。しばらく取り組んでいたサイトのメンテも終わったし、二週間ほどお休みしていた謎ジャンルにまた戻ろうかと思ってる。
I uploaded the Valentine's day art and baked a coffee brownie today. I've finished the maintenance on the website I've been working on for a while, so I'm thinking about getting back into the mystery genre after a two week break.2026.2.14
昨夜は強風で屋外が凄いことになってたけど、この地域では春先なんだろうってくらいの所感。問題はシャワーを出たタイミングで停電に見舞われ、ヘアドライヤーが使えないまま眠る羽目になったこと…寒かったw
There were strong winds last night, but it's common in my area, so I don't mind. The problem was that the power went out after I took a shower, and I couldn't dry my hair before bedtime... it was cold🥱2026.2.11
オリジナル小説の設定集ページを公開しました。で、ついでに更新を報告しようと相互リンク登録（死語）している創作系の検索サイト（死語）を久しぶりに訪ねてみたところ、半数がすでにアクセスや変更を受け付けない状態で廃墟寸前。去年までは生きていたと思うのだけどなあ…🙏
仕方がないので主要なページに「構造化データ」なるものを埋め込んで、普通の検索エンジン用に気持ち最適化。上の（死語）になってる部分、何でも流れ去るSNS時代にこそ再評価されて欲しいのだけど。
I updated the synopsis page for my original novel series (is written in Japanese though). Then I tried to report the update on some old classic web directories of the creative work websites I'm registered with, and found that half of them were either inaccessible or no longer accepting updates. I think they were still alive until last year...😑
So I added something called "structured data" to the main pages of this site and optimized it a bit for general search engines. I hope those web directories gathered by humans and personal websites will be reevaluated in this age of social media, where everything disappears so quickly. 2026.2.7
春も立ち上がって日中は暖かくなってきたこの頃。ここ数日は慌てて庭の木の剪定をしたり。昨年はどの木もほとんど実がならなかったので、今年はもっと肥料をあげて手をかけたい🍒
It's getting warmer outside during the day time. I've been pruning the trees in the backyard for past few days. They didn't bear much fruit last year, so I'm going to give them more fertilizer and take better care this year🍏2026.2.4
謎ジャンルはあまり進展のないまま三ヵ月が経過。そろそろフェードアウトかな…でもここまで来て諦めるのも癪だし😂 ENTは第二シーズンに突入。ホシさん日本人に見えないけど、バルカン人が演じているバルカン人もいないワケで。
It's been three months with almost no progress on the mystery genre. I guess it's time to fade out... but wouldn't it frustrating to give up after coming this far? I started watching ENT's second season. Hoshi doesn't look Japanese, but it's fine because there aren't any Vulcans played by Vulcan actors.2026.2.1
[Link]ページのリンク集がずっと準備中のまま手つかずになっているので、何か足したいとは思いつつも掲載するサイトが見つからない。このSNS時代に個人サイト持っている知人もいないし、ただの便利なサイト集になりそう💧
The [Link] page has remained in preparing status forever. I want to post some links but I can't find the websites to introduce. I don't even know anyone who still has a personal website in this age of social media. It would be just a collection of useful sites. 2026.1.25
Geminiに手伝ってもらってJavaScriptをいじったので、サイトの小説ページのスクロールした距離を示す数が無限に表示できるようになりました。今までは細長ーい画像でごまかしていたので95の次はまた00に戻っていたのだけど。ただしブラウザによってテキストの表示設定が違うのであくまでも目安ということで。スクロールって巻物のことで、本と違ってページ番号で管理できないし栞も挟めないし…で、距離を表示することに。ちなみに数字の単位は×100ピクセルです📏
I learned some JavaScript again from Gemini, to show the scroll position number on the edge of novel pages on this site. Previously, it was just repeating a looong narrow image, so after 95 it would loop back to 00. Though this is only a rough guide because text display settings vary by browser. Scroll is unlike books, page numbers are useless and you can't insert bookmarks, so I put distance instead. The numbers are in units of 100 pixels📜2026.1.19
ついに観始めたENT、とりあえずシーズン1は大人しく視聴。近未来からTOSまでを繋ぐ時代ということで、設備にはまだNASA感があって面白い。登場人物は船長の顔が濃すぎてスタトレというよりはｻﾝﾀﾞｰﾊﾞｰﾄﾞっぽい以外は地味な印象。今回はドクター枠に異星人がいて大変かと思いきや、かなり安定感のある人で先が楽しみ。今のところストーリーもわりと観れて噂に聞いていた程は悪くないし。ヒロインはバルカン人と日本人という謎の取り合わせだけど、まあカーデシア人出てこないんでどうでもいいや…🥲
I started watching ENT season one. The time setting is between the near future and the TOS era, so their equipment still has NASA-ish feel which is interesting. I haven't gotten much of impression of the characters yet, except the captain seems more like Thunderbird than StarTrek. I believe this is the first time that the ship's doctor is an alien, but he seems very stable so I'm looking forward to know more about him. The story is pretty watchable so far and it's not as bad as I've heard. The heroine is either a Vulcan or a Japanese, but I don't care because there are no Cardassians😭2026.1.16
どの先生にも「分からない事は何でも聞いてね」とは言ってもらえるのだけど、聞き方が分からない時はどうするんだろうと考えながら学生時代を過ごした。本当に過ごした。
Most teacher says "feel free to ask me anything" so nicely, but what do you do when you don't know how to ask the question? I spent the rest of my student life thinking about that.2026.1.10
GeminiにJavaScriptをさらっと教わって日本とアメリカの時差時計を作ってみたり。ちゃんとサマータイムにも対応してるやつ。小６くらいの頃から自分の理解できる言葉で勉強を教えてくれる先生がいなかったので、質問したり答えてもらったりできてすごく楽しかった。まともに読める教科書もなかったのに（でも買わされる💧）大学で単位を得られた謎は残るけど。
I learned some basic JavaScript from Gemini and made a time-difference clock between Japan and the US. It automatically adjust the summer time too! Since middle school, I hadn't had a teacher who taught in my first language, being able to ask questions and get answers was very fun. It's still a mystery to me how I managed to earn credits in college even though there were no textbooks I could properly read... but of course, I still had to buy them🥲2026.1.10
食の健康の話題で沸いてる今日、夕飯には七草完全無視バーガーを作ったり。まあ春の七草なんて意識高い食材は入手できないし、バーガー自体はバランスの取れた料理だし…🤔
In Japanese tradition, people eat seven-herb rice porridge on January 7th to pray for health throughout the year.... but since I couldn't get those special vegetables, I made hamburgers for dinner!🍔2026.1.7
データ整理とバックアップ作業は終わったけれど、やっぱり雨でデバイスの物理掃除ができない。ついにヴォイジャーを観終わったので明日からエンタープライズ。ｼﾞｪﾝｳｪｲ怖すぎてﾋﾟｶｰﾄﾞが霞む。
I've finished organizing and backing up my data, but the rain is preventing me from physical cleaning of the digital devices around my desk. I finally finished watching Voyager, so I'll start watching Enterprise tomorrow. Janeway is too scary that makes Picard hides in his palm😶🌫 2026.1.4
年末からちょっとずれ込んで今日が家の大掃除の日。明日はPC内部のデータ整理をしたいし、デジタル関連のデバイスの物理掃除もしたい。ぬいぐるみの虫干しもしたいけど、この頃雨がちで日照時間が短いし。洗おうが干そうが最後は日に当てないと清まった感じがしないのは日本人特有の性質なんだろうか。
Today was the end-of-year house cleaning day that had been postponed since last year. I want to organize the data on my computer tomorrow, and I also need to physical clean my digital devices. I want to take care and air out my plushies too, but it's been rainy and there isn't much sunlight lately. Maybe it's a Japanese tradition though, even after washing and drying, I don't feel like they're truly purified unless I put them in the sun😎2026.1.2
あけました🎍 去年は仕事をもらいそびれたので今年こそはという抱負…リアルに貯金も底をつきかけているし。2026年はアメリカ建国250周年、スタトレ60周年、ボクタイDS20周年ということで楽しみも多そう。サイトもさらに充実させていきたいです。今年も太陽と共にあらんことを🔅
The new year has begun🎉 I couldn't get a job last year so getting a job is my goal again this year... seriously, my savings are almost running out😂 2026 looks like it's going to be fun with the 250th anniversary of the United States, the 60th anniversary of StarTrek, and the 20th anniversary of LunarKnights. I want to make this website even more exciting this year. May the Sun be with your new year🔅2026.1.1